September: The month of FREEDOM

Wow September you are here already?!

Where has the year gone? So much has happened to me this year Im thankful were getting closer to 2020. I need a fresh start. I can honestly say that my new year started in June/August.

That's when everything started working out for the better.

Earlier this year I lost my uncle. He was taken too soon but it was for the better.

Since he passed away, I've felt a heaviness. My shoulders began to feel heavier and heavier.

Anger and regret were two things I've been carrying around with me.

Not to say I was angry with anyone around me I was angry that my uncle was no longer here.

Angry because I couldn't spend anymore time with him. I regret all of the times I didn't take the extra effort to spend

time with him. Angry just to be angry. I needed a change. It was time for me to let it ALL GO. I need to be FREE.

I said to myself that September will be the month of freedom for me. Freeing myself of everything that doesn't

benefit me and where I want to be. Where I want to be I can't hold on to these two things that I've been feeling.

It will destroy my path and the connections I could possibly make. During the month of August I took the time to analyze my emotions. I wanted to deal with everything that I've been feeling since February. In order to do all of this I had to pray and forgive myself. Forgiving yourself releases everything you've been holding on to and what has kept you bound.

I finally let go of the anger, disappointment, regret, and everything else along with it.

If you don't take the time to forgive yourself for your mistakes you will never be free. Let go of the hurt.

Pray about it, meditate on it, do whatever you have to do but you need to deal with that pain.

I just want to make this clear now i'm not saying you shouldn't feel these emotions but they shouldn't be carried longer than they should be. Have you been holding onto something for too long? Do you feel bounded by your emotions? Have you dealt with those emotions?

With 2020 around the corner it's time for us to get ready.

It's time for us to let go of the heavy stuff.

Get aligned with our goals.

Be intentional about our time and stop overthinking.

Everything that isn't beneficial must GO!

Survivors let's finish this year out stronger than we started. I know for me thats what Ill be doing.